One can get exhausted when constantly vacillating between extremes. The current and overwhelming trend of fitting everything into a cute little binary birthday box with a pretty white bow on top doesn’t lend itself to any bit of grey relief. Sometimes it feels like you don’t belong anywhere, which is really discombobulating if at one point in time you felt like you belonged anywhere you god damn wanted to. If the last few years have taught me anything, it’s that as much as I thought I was aware of, concerning how much I didn’t know about things, the truth is that there is so much more I do not know than I originally postulated. Was that even a sentence? Regardless, to most of us, what we do not know is a truly unfathomable amount of shit. So I’m choosing to start over. Again. But not like reinventing myself between every grade of high school in the hopes of finding a place to belong. More like allowing myself to sit amid the chaos while listening to my body as it slowly reveals a more accurate me to itself.
01. Original Score - Opening - Amateur (Soundtrack) - Jeffrey Taylor & Ned Rifle
02. Ex-Spectator - The Argument - Fugazi
03. Closer You Are - Alien Lanes - Guided By Voices
04. Time Baby II - Falls - Medicine
05. Organ Solo - Dead Man (Soundtrack) - Neil Young
06. Debaser - Doolittle - Pixies
07. Plumb Line - Icky Mettle - Archers Of Loaf
08. Original Score - Cue 24 - Amateur (Soundtrack) - Jeffrey Taylor & Ned Rifle
09. Gold Sounds - Crooked Rain, Crooked Rain - Pavement
10. Green Glass - For Your Own Special Sweetheart - Jawbox
11. Heidi Cakes - Bundle Of Joy - Land Of The Loops
12. Nobody’s Story - Dead Man (Soundtrack) - Neil Young
13. Blue And Gold - EP #3 - BNLX
14. Psycho Nightmare - Fun - Daniel Johnston
15. Original Score - Closing - Amateur (Soundtrack) - Jeffrey Taylor & Ned Rifle